Tuesday, November 13, 2012

what you've done.......

Salam sayang semua <3 <3 <3 :) bertemu lagi kita untuk kali ke 7, dalam episod akhir. Sedihnyaa~ Harhar :D (Errr..mumble! Wargh.) This is the last edition of cerite the first and the second. Knowing them, gives me some roughly idea how can we create life. I've come back to tell semuaa laagii, tentang what you've done. Sounds sedih kan. Yea, memang pun, sebab what the first had gone through, end-up dia macam - err - tak betul sikit. Of course, this things is quite a mess tough untuk dia and the second. The first selalu cakap yang dia sayang the second. Sayu aku dengar. I'm so touched~~ (adeh, udahudah la ea, over la pulaks.)

Err. This part yang aku taknak update sebenarnya. Kesian gak la kat the first. Actually, there's something happened behind all these. But, alhamdulillah dia boleh manage, maybe. Well, like what i've heard, the second macam abandon dia a bit, and as if nye all the blame was on the first. Ape yang jadi? Erm, lets not talk about it, eh eh? :) Aku update sambungan cerita ni je, aku taknak sakitkan manemane pihak. Ape yang aku dengar and tengok pun, the first dah macam hape dah, but dia manage to touch up muka dia dengan senyuman, thanks Allah. (Aku tahu semua cerita, but, tak semua kene bagitau kankan..) 
BIANEYO! 죄송합니다! (SORRY)

Haa, ni aku nak habaq mai. Hampa tunggu dari awai kan sapa diorang ni sebenaqnya? Alaah, hampa suresure dah agak pun the first sapa, and the second sapa. Kan kan kan? Tak baek tipu noh.. (awat bunyi utagha plak neh..)

The first ni, afterall, what have been through, ape yang aku nampak, dia ni kinda sensitive, manja&sweet (ni the second yang bagitau), lovely, quite-tempered but sangat senang dipujuk (klaw pandai laah :p ), and, the second panggil dia, Princess Brutal yang memahami~

The second, ikut apa yang the first describe, of course the first's punya prince Charming. The second ni, sangat charming and handsome for those yang tengok dia especially dengan mata hati. Although, dia narcissistic, tapi warm side of dia boleh cool kan orang dan sangat memahami, cume biaselah ego(even kekadang dia pun kalut semacam, ni ape yang the first bagitau aku, hihi)  easy-going, suka gelak and actually manja. (err, diorang nih..).

Based on apa yang tertulis kat bawah ni, somehow, ni lah wordies yang aku boleh conclude apa yang the second nak bagitau the first :) But now, the first dah taktau nak cakap apa, eventhough, she's still longing for him. Look what you've done.... Pleading isn't just a way, sebab the first macam dah cold-hearted...

"You know me, so don’t leave like this.
If even you throw me away, I will die.
No matter what happens, let’s be forever.
When we’re sad, when we’re happy, let’s go till the end.
You don’t say that tomorrow.
Let’s love like today is the last.
A life without you is like an imprisonment for life.
You’re a lingering attachment in my heart.
The greatest pain to me,
Is the fact that you became the same as them,
judging me out of no where.
I love you.
You know how I was in the past.
When time passes, it’ll all disappear,
then only you will know...
Don’t go, don’t go, don’t go, don’t leave me.
Don’t do it, don’t do it, don’t do it, it’s not like you.
 Getting farther away, love is breaking apart.
Don’t find me, don’t find me, don’t find me, don’t look for me.
The last, last, last image of me in front of you, 
Remember that, Don’t forget me.
I think I’m sick, I think I’m sick.
I must have gotten sick from missing you so much. From loving you too much."


I'm sorry, forgive me, I was too harsh that night.
I didn't know you would really leave
The words, "I'm sorry", is too difficult for us that we take it to the end.
Because I'm ill-tempered. We fight over stupid things numerous times a day.
You take off crying, I look around and think,
'She'll come back tomorrow. She'll definitely call me first in the morning'

I can't, I'm so bad that I want to be good to you but it's hard. Everyday and night I'm so mean 'cause I'm so real so I'm sorry (but I can't change). Me, whom you love, Sorry I'm a bad person. Yes, just leave me. I'm scared that
the more time passes, the more you get to know me, only disappointments will remain...

But, don't leave me, I know you still love me. Why, yes, I'll tell you the truth, 
I need you, truly am.
Next to you, who is always smiling next to me, 
I'm still too young, and with the excuse that I'm busy, those are just reasons.
Because I'm sorry, because I'm frustrated, I turn my head. 
The bride in my dreams is just a friend now. Upset over the fight, 
we are silent, and yet fading, causing uncomfortable situation.

Don't say a thing. I act tough but I'm not inside. Don't abandon me.
You know that there's no one who will understand me like you.
Oh you, comeback to me..

mainly, this song below, memang untuk the first.....white flag......
But, that doesn't means, he surrendered..jom baca lirik dia...

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you, or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it, where's the sense in that? 

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder, or return to where we were. 

I will go down with this ship, and I won't put my hands up and surrender.
There will be no white flag above my door. 
I'm in love and always will be.

I know I left too much mess and destruction to come back again.
And I caused nothing but trouble that I understand if you can't talk to me again.
And if you live by the rules of "it's over", then I'm sure that that makes sense.

I will go down with this ship, and I won't put my hands up and surrender.
There will be no white flag above my door.
I'm in love and always will be.
And when we meet, which I'm sure we will.
All that was there, will be there still.
I'll let it pass, and hold my tongue.
And you will think, that I've moved on.... 

I will go down with this ship 
And I won't put my hands up and surrender 
There will be no white flag above my door 
I'm in love and always will be. 

I will go down with this ship 
And I won't put my hands up and surrender 
There will be no white flag above my door 
I'm in love and always will be.

I will go down with this ship 
And I won't put my hands up and surrender 
There will be no white flag above my door 
I'm in love and always will be.

awak, 1 4 3..

The first was burst into tears bila dia dengar lagu ni, and the numbers. Now that she knew that the second tak lepas macamtu je, tapi guilt dalam diri dia yang menyebabkan dia macamtu.

The first cakap: But, why did you behave like this? Can't we just move on? I know that everything, which what we've gone through is yet a dream, and kite tak sure apa akan jadi pun. Still a long way. Dan, macam awak cakap, tak pasti. Awak tahu, sedikit sebanyak, there is a hope. AND, I know what you have been asking is for our own good, but, jangan lah terlalu drastik. Sedih tahu! And, tak boleh ke biar je saya care pasal awak? Susah? Takpelah, maybe one day, I'll just get off macamtu je. Tak sanggup dah rasenye. Kali ni, lama.. Seriously. But, thank you sebab always be there, sebab dengar saya marahmarah, macammacam lagi la, hehe. Okay, saya ikut apa awak cakap, doa. But, kena ada usaha. Tu je saya nak pesan. Awak, no man is rich enough to buy back his past. Ni untuk awak..

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Menuju hatimu
Beri aku jalan yang indah
Izinkan ku lepas penatku
tuk sejenak lelap di bahumu
Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama
Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku
Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti selamanya
Tentang cinta yang datang perlahan
Membuatku takut kehilangan
Ku titipkan cahaya terang
Tak padam di dera goda dan masa
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Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku
Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti selamanya...

::: SHARING MOMENTS :::

Untuk semua yang kat luar sana, ingat ni... Ni saje je aku share, amek dari blogwalking :)

Have you ever heard the saying “Never regret something that made you smile” well, thats a lie. If I would have known that things would have ended the way they did, I would have never smiled.
Lets not be sad about what happened, who we lost, or how things ended. Things happen for a reason, and at times we don’t know what the reason may be.
But I promise you, “There is something always around the corner”.

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

 ;) X) :D :) =.)

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