i am still here....

Bismillah :) pabila tangan mula menari mengikut rentak dalam hati**

The first and the second ni, somehow keras kepala sket, they are a bit hard untuk difahami character diorang. Kan? Pusing jauh la aku nak buat cerita ni. Ahaks~ Ingat senang ke? Fuuh, tak... Tak la sesenang makan tutti fruitti~ (Adeh! makan ajer taw). Masa aku amek cite ni, the first macam dah redha. "If this is what's the best for me, I'll try and have to let go." Aku pujuk, aku cakap, bia aku tulis dulu, somehow hoping that it's like pleading the second. And then, serah pada Allah.

The first bagitau, dia nak pesan kat semua orang yang baca (klaw ada la kan, takde takpe.. ^^), jangan jadi macam dia. Kawan dah lama, tapi simpan (for almost 2years, tahannyee). Be heard, speak up. Memang la malu, tapi at least, lega. A bit. Berdebar gak kan tunggu what's gonna happen. Tapi, as what aku punya title kat atas tu, the first cakap "I am still here..no matter what"

AndAnd, the first bagitau aku yang if InsyaAllah jadi, I'm the first yang dia akan bagitawu... Waaah~ such an award gitu. 

From the first : The second, i guess you don't know, yet you don't really take it by heart. I know, those days have been so hard on you, but the same goes to me. Saya orang paling peramah and friendly kalau mood saya okay! And saya lah juga orang paling sombong bila badmood :')

I met you, loved you and hurt by that love. Just looking at you without being beside you, I’m a fool. When you cried, I cried. When you smiled, I smiled. Like a child, just following you whatever you do, I’m a fool. 

I love you but you can’t hear it, I love you but you don’t know it. I shed teardrops in my heart but you don’t see it. I call out your name but you can’t hear it. You are the only one for me but you don’t know it. My love is blind, my love is poignant, and I can’t do that.

Just turn around and I’m right here behind you. My love is blind, I'm sorry. When you’re tired of someone else’s love, hurt by someone else’s love, I shed teardrops in my heart but you don’t see it. I call out your name but you can’t hear it. You are the only one but you don’t know it. Today I call you a thousand times.. Even ­though you can’t hear it.

I love you so, please look at me… I love you so, please come to me. Please come one step closer, I will wait for you. I’m sorry because I only know you.. I’m nothing without you. Because of this bitter love, I call for you… You don’t know… I guess you don't know..

Kadang-kadang Tuhan turunkan petir dan kilat, kita menangis mencari di mana hilangnya matahari, rupa-rupanya Tuhan hendak beri kita pelangi.

The star that's shining from far away. It must have came to my heart. The star that's engraved inside my heart. The star that's shining inside my heart. I think it's you. Do you hear my trembling voice? Do you feel my heart? The love I dreamed about for a long time. I know it's you. Be with me forever. For a long time, even you, also hope that it will shine from the same spot forever. I'll let you borrow and even give my heart, only to you.

Even the star that's engraved inside your heart. Even the star that's shining inside your heart. Tell me, I love you forever. My eyes will look at only you. Oh would you also look at only me? Hoping we can be each other's star.

Heart beats fast. Colors and promises.
How to be brave? How can I love when I'm afraid to fall.
But watching you stand alone. All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow.
 One step closer.

I have died everyday waiting for you.
Don't be afraid that I have loved you.
For a thousand years.
I'll love you for a thousand more.

Time stands still, perfect in all he is.
I will be brave. I will not let anything take away.
What's standing in front of me..
Every breath, every hour has come to this.
 Another one step closer.

And all along I believed I would find you. Time has brought your heart to me.
I have loved you for a thousand years, and, I'll love you for a thousand more.

walk to the end >>>>> in "what you've done :( " chiaw shin chiaw~